44.6

I haven't stopped crying since the lab told me my results. I called my dr but she was out of the office so they were going to try and get her a message. Hopefully she calls me soon. This waiting stuff is for the birds.
So as of right now I am going to assume that I am going to lose the baby. Its not fair. We want this baby so bad.
So if you don't hear from me for a few days its because I am dealing with this.