It's 4:14 in the morning and I am sitting in bed blogging. Outside of my room is total silence and darkness. This is unusual for two reasons. The first is that every night Hayley is home there is at least one light on. The second is Hayley's radio isn't playing. Again unusual because Hayley always listens to the radio at night. So where is Hayley? Friday night Hayley left to go spend 9 days at her dad's house.
This is sad for many reasons. Too many to list really. But the thing is Hayley doesn't want to be there. She wants to be at home. She doesn't like going there, but yet I still HAVE to make her go. I don't like it. I don't like seeing my nine year crying and screaming about not wanting to go to daddy's.
I wish there was something I could do about this. It happens all the time but yet unless I want to face getting into trouble with the court I have to keep sending her.
I miss my princess already and can't wait for her to come home!!