I'm Angry....

He was taken way to soon. I wish I could post on his facebook wall like everyone else, but I can't seem to find the right words. 

I miss him so much. 

I wish I could go back in time and be a better friend. I wish I had gone down to visit him when I was given the chance. 

BUT I can't. I'm angry because I was denied the chance to go see him, to be with him when he passed. It's not fair, I was all set to go down there on Friday and then Thursday night I was told I couldn't. He was my friend too. I should not have been denied. However, I will be attending the service for him. I don't care that its a 3 hour drive. I WILL be going. I need to go, I need the closure. 

I miss him so much.