8 days...

Is how long I was gone from my house. 3 is the number of days I will be home. In the 8 days I was gone I was able to spend tons of time with my dad. Helping him everyday. Things have definitely declined but for the moment he is stable and fighting.
For the moment I am going to relax with my husband and finally get some sleep!
Sara

Monday

Monday is the day I leave. I will wait for Hayley to come home from school and then I will take off.  I promised Hayley tonite when we were talking that I would come home for Halloween. As long as my dad is stable enough for me to be gone I will be home for 3 days. Then when I go back up I will bring Hayley and Scott for a night. Then after they leave it will be back to just waiting. And praying...for peace and acceptance. This is going to be very hard.

Sadness

Is creeping over me tonite. I had a phone call with my sister that left us both bawling. Its a long story but to sum it up things have gotten worse with my dad. We have been advised to bring him home and make him comfortable. They are saying no more than 6 weeks.
So as soon as he is home I am moving in with them to spend as much time with him as I can.  They don't have internet and phone service is pretty crappy up there but I will try to blog when I can. If I can. I'm scared and sad and just plain not ready to lose my daddy.
Please pray for us.

Big things..

Big things are in the works! I dont have enough info to say too much yet, but as soon as i do I will be sure to blog.
Its a big thing and it could lead to even bigger things!

We remember..

We will always remember our precious little angel 6~7~12

Emotionally Attached...

Apparently im emotionally  attached. I just dont get it.

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Edited to add: Its pretty darn hard to get emotionally attached to something that isn't even there. Thats okay it made me realize a few things. Maybe now life can return to normal.

Today

I'm feeling a little better today. I can sense the anger but it doesn't feel as overhelming. My upcoming trip might have something to do with it...
The bad thing is my throat really hurts right now. I hope I'm not getting sick!

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