Saturday, August 11, 2012

The Silence...

It's 4:14 in the morning and I am sitting in bed blogging. Outside of my room is total silence and darkness. This is unusual for two reasons. The first is that every night Hayley is home there is at least one light on. The second is Hayley's radio isn't playing. Again unusual because Hayley always listens to the radio at night. So where is Hayley? Friday night Hayley left to go spend 9 days at her dad's house. 
This is sad for many reasons. Too many to list really. But the thing is Hayley doesn't want to be there. She wants to be at home. She doesn't like going there, but yet I still HAVE to make her go. I don't like it. I don't like seeing my nine year crying and screaming about not wanting to go to daddy's. 
I wish there was something I could do about this. It happens all the time but yet unless I want to face getting into trouble with the court I have to keep sending her. 
I miss my princess already and can't wait for her to come home!!
Sara

Monday, August 6, 2012

Saturday, August 4, 2012

Slow down summer...

I sure wish I could. Before long Hayley will be starting 5th grade. How did that happen?? It seems like just yesterday I was pregnant with her. And now, she is turning 10, going into 5th grade and summer is almost over.
Next Friday Hayley leaves for her dad's house for 9 days. Yikes, poor kid. I don't think she realizes it's going to be 9 days. I think she might think its just for 7 days. And believe me, 7 is hard enough for her, 9 is going to be very difficult. I have already purchased her packages. One for every day she is going to be gone. Its a tradition we have done for 2 years now. When ever she has to go for more than a weekend, I go, usually to the dollar store, and get a little present for everyday. Something fun, or in next weeks case, something crafty. She will definitely be busy. 
Scott and I have been married for 2 weeks today. I can't believe it's already been 2 weeks. Time is just flying. Things are going great. We had a great honeymoon, I failed to take many pictures during so I will upload a few.
Anyways, thats my update!
Sara