Monday, May 28, 2012

I'm still here!

Been super busy and have tons to blog about but for tonite all I got is 54 days til the wedding!!!

Monday, May 14, 2012


Ahh! I can't figure them out! I have had them for a  while but have yet to make any money with them. Granted I didn't blog for a long time but I have been blogging pretty regularly since we announced our wedding plans.
Weird. Does anyone know why that is? I'm confused lol.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Scott & I

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Yesterday I, along with my friend, drove 3 hours across the state. What should have been a 3 hour drive took nearly 4 hours due to construction. It took us 45 minutes to go 5 miles. How frustrating! Thankfully, we arrived with with just 15 minutes to spare.
And where was it that we went? We traveled all that way so that I could attend the memorial service for my bestest friend ever. I was hoping that attending said service would give me some closure. Help me to realize that he is really gone and that I can't just pick up with phone and call him. I miss him so much.... =(
I didn't get that closure. I left with a ton of regret. Regret that I didn't go and see him. I had a chance, was all set to go and then got word that I couldn't go. I almost cried. And then yesterday I found out that I could have gone. It was all a misunderstanding. One that ultimately leaves me with terrible regret.

I miss him.

That is the song that was sang at his service. Well not the only song but that particular song made me lose it.
"But I always thought I'd see you again"  That right there. I always thought I would see him again. And now I'll never see him again.
I hurt so bad!

Please pray that I can find closure in this sudden loss.


Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Packages Galore!

Today was a big package delivery day. My flowers came today! I am so excited! Also, some tulle arrived, my new power cord for my phone, and a pair of shorts that turned out to be the wrong color.
As more things get here I get more and more excited about the wedding.
Only 72 more days!

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Better now..

After many days of being sick I am finally feeling better...Well better enough. I still need usually a dose of zofran (excuse my spelling) a day and am still taking my IBS medicine. Hopefully soon this flare up will be over.
In wedding news, I am almost completely done getting invitations ready to mail out. My dress is in the mail, and the guys outfits are all purchased and either with me or on there way.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012


Hayley has her first softball practice tonite! I am so excited, this is her 4th yr playing and she absolutely LOVES it! So thats what we are doing tonite! How about you?